I think I'm going crazy! I just started my period yesterday. According to everything online I should Ovulate right in the middle of him being home!! I might have a chance of getting pregnant during R&R!!! But I am scared! If I get preg. while he is here, if something happens and I lose this baby, then I will have to go through all of that on my own. I don't want J. to be thinking of another loss while hes in Iraq. I want him to focus on whats going on over there. I don't want to think about this all the time. I want to be able to enjoy my next pregnancy and not have my doc on speed dial. I went to my doc. last week and he told me everything looked fine and hes not going to be concerned unless I lose another one. I wish I could just relax. I have never been so excited for something that scares me so much.
I watch D. play with other babies and he is so good with them! He is so ready to be a big brother! He gives them their passi's and holds their bottle for them. He covers them with blanks and pats their back when they cry. I want him to have a sibling so bad. Sigh... I wish I could tell you for sure I am going to get preg. next month.
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